Hey there my lovely blog, I’m just here to say sorry. I haven’t written on this thing for god, it feels like forever, but it’s not that long, since September…
Many things have happened and changed, several affairs of bad and good. Right now I am utterly lost, again, like I have been placed in a box of black and I have to find my way out. I hate it, I hate not having control, not having understanding. All my life I have really wanted to be clever and beautiful and confident. I have worked hard for these things but there are still things that I don’t understand and that scares me more than anything, because to be in control, to know, is one of the biggest matters to me. Out of all, I would always take an interest to the ones who know, the ones who care, the ones who see. Whether they’re just full of information on one thing, or several, it’s a luxury and I love it.
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What we forget is there is billions of humans that are not the same in anyway. For some urge or need we do try to be the same as the others, but luckily, when we are by ourselves we can only be who we are, only be that. Some habit, some personal activity, some thought, some loves, that’s yours and only yours. I don’t like being alone for too long, or thinking too much, that’s probably why I have been avoiding this blog, but in all honesty this is the truth and if you can except that you are a valid human being.